The day I have dreaded for a very long time finally arrived. And I couldn’t do anything to avoid it. I slept remarkably well and worked my hours before lunch. Then I went to the odontologist specialist to begin my root canal filling. 2 hrs later I was done with the first half of the treatment. Next appointment in May. Can’t say I look forward to it. At all. But, I’m sure I’m in very good hands. She seems to know what she is doing and I guess it is almost impossible to do this treatment without pain. I just hate the feeling of complete helplessness – being entirely in somebody else’s possession and not being able to do anything about it. Just suffer thru the pain and dread the next tingle when a nerve is being exposed or touched. The anesthesia is no fun either. Especially the extra powerful one with adrenaline in. When you start shaking and can’t stop. When you mouth is filled with dental equipment to facilitate for the dentist. And today I had to be prepared like for a surgery with green cloth and sterilization of the area. Not my kind of fun.
My husband made dinner tonight. Thank you. I asked for something that was easy to chew so he made fish fingers with mash. Perfect.
